Friday, October 29 ♥

Had band prac...or rather..rehearsal today for tml's performance. Wasn't satisfying enuff... therefore..no confidence for tml...erghhh!! Worst still, my blowing. Horrendous man..It sounded like some beginner playin...By rite, almost 8 yrs playin the Trumpet. It wasn't only me larrr...donno wat went wrong with the rest of us oso..Huzaimi's drum solo sounded so chaotic...the rest, like robot..suddenly became so stiff. Had to tell Xin Yu tat her rhythm was wrong..but i'm afraid tat it sounded more like scolding..sheesh..After a few rounds of rehearsal, i was then told tat i'm suppose to turn up for P6 Orientation tml. I tot i don have to b'coz of the performance but.. ARGGHHH!!! SPOIL MY MOOD ONLY LAH! Dowan to perform oredi ah!!Tiring seh..7.15 to 12 orientation.. promote scool, promote CCA...2.30 assemble back in band room..bring all the HEAVY instruments to the venue...6 pm performance...HUALAO! Boeh pengsan orrr...Then when to practice for the last time!!?? Juz now's prac dah lah KOYAK... Then donno wat went wrong with me after tt. Showed off my temper...as in tt kind of facial expression lah..u noe lah..then strutted off...slammed the door open...N the door slammed me back! ARWWWRRGHHH!!! Padan muke aku. Tunjuk perasaan sangat kan..But really seh..who wudn't get pissed ? Fasting summore...ok lah..ok lah...CO..BA..AN....Juz face it lor..If i collapse..no Prince wud come n be my savior.
How to put up a good show like this!!!