Friday, November 5 ♥

Someone messaged me last nite sayin dat he needs a female singer for a Hari Raya show end of this month. A duet supported by 12 or more guys...Isn't tt Dikir Barat?? But he said "It's not totally Dikir Barat. It's like a musical, with a sketch,accordion,tabla,rebana..n awok-awok..(Kalau da awok2 tu DK barat kan??) Anyway..i'm interested, but the trainings are on every saturday, at nite, startin frm tomorrow.But it's in Bedok!!(Kau...Ingat aku ade kapal terbang ke ape..Kalau siang takpe jugak..nie malam.Pergi Johor lagi dekat.)But the problem is..do i have the full commitment? N the days before the actual performance, i have Band Camp. Tired seh like dat..i tink i'd lose my voice ..I have to give my decisions by tomorrow.. But the thing is..I can't decide!Whenever my parents n brothers get to noe tt i'm performin a Singing item, they will be like smilin n excited bout it. But this time round, when i told dem bout tis, my dad kept askin me questions like "How many songs? Who's playin? Where is the performance held? No pay ah?" N i cudn't answer tt b'coz i haven't attend the training! N my brother was like.." Alah..kalau dah awok2 tu dikir barat lah.." I mean...his tone was like suggestin dat performin with Dikir Barat is so kental lah... So how? If i perform, at least i have some exposure in singin n performin experiences. But my family...like happy not happy like dat...(Kalau takde restu keluarge buat ape kan..) HOW?? I have to give my answers by tomorrow!! How??? To join.Not to join. (Hey ! I still haven't decide whether to take part in the Singin Competiiton!) Wah.. the most difficult task: To decide.