Saturday, July 1 ♥

Oh i wish i was punkrocker with flowers in my hair
Seventy seven and sixty nine, revolution was in the air
I was born to live, to a world that doesn't care
Oh i wish i was a punkrocker with flowers in my hair...

This song's stuck in my head.

"I was born to live to a world that doesnt care"
I felt this yesterday. For.....a couple of hours.
I had a bad day that if i tell you how bad it is you'll say it's not bad at all and laugh your arse down.
Well, first thing that happened in the mornin, 1) i wasnt asked to tag along to get food, which i needed really badly especially in the mornin.
Was havin practical class actually, doing microsoft excel, to increase profficiency in it i suppose, when the 2) software system just didnt work on me.
So went down to Cheers with priscilla n got a currypuff for myself. Then i notice there's more food at the atrium and realise 3)i didnt bring enough money to buy more food. Only a few cents left. Had C Maths tutorial and 4) the tutor picked at me for laughin at sumthing i thought was funny and she didnt think so.
When lesson ended, and when the rest left, went to toilet and waited for 'someone' after that, and another someone said,
"what you waitin for?"
I said, "-Insert name-"
"Then why you waitin?I goin out with HER."

Does it mean that you're goin out with her and not ME, i dont have to wait for HER?
So i just left school, ALONE.
Took the train home, ALONE.
Walked around SunPlaza, ALONE.
I need a chocolate, so i got a chocolate, and ate chocolate, ALONE.

I FEEL SO ALONE.

You know unlike yesterday, i LOVE being ALONE.
It's not that i'm anti-social, but i hate being with people.
But somehow yesterday i just felt that nobody cares!
So really, am i "born to live to a world that doesnt care?"

But maybe because i was PMS-ing laaa...but heck.

But very fortunately, someone saved the day.
Mister Hafiz Maarop saved my day!!!
Met him after he walked out of camp and watched Scary Movie4.
I guess it's a bit too late to watch rite? But heck, there're too many movies that's gettin off the grip of my hand.

It was stupid nonetheless.
I just love the Toshiba Mitsubishi Fujitsu! part. Hahahah.

And and and, went to this Prata place at Clementi and ate French ice cream prata and Tuna and cheese prata. Cannot finish up the food seh! Share 2 ppl summore.. No choice, played scissors paper stone, and losers have to finish them up.

I just felt so relieve after seeing him and knowing that he's around and who cares. So emo mamo lah yesterday...Cudnt help it.

I'm not alone..