Saturday, August 12 ♥

It's been long since we part.
It's been so long since we play together everyday.
It's been so so long since we walk the talk to school and back home.
It's been so so so long since we shared all joys and tears, and dream of being what we wanna.

It has been, extremely long since i feel the love of being a friend, to a bestfriend.

It's really sad that what i used to have is partially gone. Or maybe a part of me of being someone i used to be is partially gone too. I cant tell. I dont know. I wudnt want to know.

There are friends, whom you can laugh with. But there are hardly any, u can cry with.
I really dont know how indirectly shud i say this.
Am i anti-social?
Yea, it's not that i'm anti-social, but i hate being with people. This, i said before.
Ok before i run off track, back to, the bestfriends i used to be with.

Where are they now?
I mean, i know where they are physically, but where's the real one i used to know.
Have i not started a friendly conversation, to catch up on things with them? I have.
But, it just seems that, what i was tryin to do was not acknowledged.
I dont feel the warmth. I dont feel welcomed. Have they had so much better things to do? than to entertain this annoying creature?
Where lies the mistake?
I can understand that everyone in this world is rushing thru time and be occupied with things that can be so technical in life. But where lies the comfort and strength... It's all around, its everywhere.

I feel as if i'm forgotten. I know i shudnt be feelin this way, but it just struck me after havin a conversation with an old friend. Something wrong somewhere..i cant tell.
I've ignored it long ago and tried to go on with life, but, seems like something's repeatin itself.

Ok. this entry is so unexplainable. I'm so sorry if u tried so hard to understand every single word and links in it. That illustrates how exactly i'm feelin now.

Nvm. Get over it. Some things are meant to happen that way...
"Mungkin ada hikmah disebaliknya.."
But we cant sit still and keep quiet.
So...oh man...juz get on with life...
Good things will happen when u least expect it.



Today is my unfriendly day.