Tuesday, March 30 ♥

I love short naps, but i hate it when people keep coming into my room to search for things while i'm asleep. If i'm dead asleep tkpe tau but it's during these precious naps that i had to get distracted then i cannot take it. Sometimes i even wonder why so many things are kept in my room. and for some reason, i'm pretty sure i dont have such a thing in my room, and they still insist on searching for it. "They" refers to anybody in my family haha.

So i woke up and walk out of my room and down the hallway when i heard my brother jamming with his guitar. Goshh he's sounding more like a guitar god now sometimes i wonder how he picked it up.

and that left me thinking that i should start being good at something. like anything. I feel like taking up proper piano lessons. First of all, i've always learnt to play it by ear, and i dont even know what key i'm playing. It can be fun at times, but i guess it's a good start for people like me who constantly have new melodies in mind. Most often when that happens, i'd record down my own voice singing that melody. Then i'll try sing out the whole song, and then get on the keyboard and play some basic shit just to support the melody. Otherwise, i can be the next Lady Gaga.

I can never get myself proper on guitars, i dont know why. i learnt the chords on the last fret and then i gave up hahah. i wish someone can give me proper guitar lessons now. no, not my brother.

Now i wish i had my own orchestra. I want to arrange my own music and do some pop classical, or rock classical would be nice too. but that can never happen. i'm bad at theories. unless the people in my orchestra play by ear too. i hate sightreading.

I've tried working on electronic studios to compose music. It sounds patchy coz obviously the sounds are not pure.

I intend to get this 9 track recorder. It does multi track recording. easier to capture live sound. just mic it up and do the recording track by track, easier like tt. ok i dont intend to sound like a sound engineer but i hope i know what i'm doing and not like macam paham hahah.

I can have no problems at music arrangements but i have one problem. I can NEVER be good at lyrics. i'm not a writer. well i tried but nah, just not my forte. i need help. someone please help me pen it down and i promise it will sound better than how Miley Cyrus would sing it.

But on top of all these, i have yet to master D'Voice. Still very very far from Celine Dion hahaha.