Monday, April 12 ♥

It's depressing to know that your friends are actually suffering the same thing as you do. What has the world turn into.

All of them, who used to be in long term relationship, who have now turned single, and who come across new people or new friends, or new guy, or new boy friends, new hope, new light, new whatever, are now being turned away. Some faced this after a while, some within a short period, and some, after dating for so long already.

Trust me it feels shitty. What's even worst is, you just have NO IDEA WHY. It's understandable if it's not meant to be, means it's not meant to be. But it won't do much justice if the underlying truth is untold.

If you treat a person with much respect, how tough it could be, you could just easily leave a statement to clear the mind, to state the reason why. Maybe not everything in this world or in this life is justified afterall, but you can't just leave a goodbye just like that right?

And some, not even a 'goodbye'.

For me personally, happened countless times already i wont be surprised if it happens again and again. seriously. You have no idea how shitty the feeling is.

Are we supposed to go back to the old 'formulae' of turning away people and not interact with them and treat yourself like some arrogant Princess?

Now when we give ourselves the chance, indeed A LOT of chances, and this is the outcome that we get, damn you just don't know if its called unlucky, or just fate, or however you may interpret it.

Sometimes when i think back, it's like cats are now chased into holes by the mouse.

To put it bluntly, it's rejection.

Phew finally that word is out. That is the scariest thing ever.

Just hope that this won't just be another hello, and goodbye.